aged 20 years, residing in Minnesota
My body, the hand grenade.
My face.
My thoughts.
so they should totally make a dating site for people with anxiety and depression and stuff
some guy on okcupid sent me a message asking if my hair is real
wtf who starts a conversation that way
okcupid is so overwhelming because i get all these messages that are really long and asking me about myself and idk what to do
just go to my tumblr
i hate when my fake tan comes off
it can’t just nicely fade away
comin off all splotchy and shit
looks like i have some kind of skin condition
| in real life: | ........no interest.... |
| on the internet: | omg you're so hot how are you single, you're so beautiful, i love you, you're so sexy |
i should really go my next therapy session drunk
i swear all my issues and emotions and everything i’m feeling would be put out there, EVERYTHING. and it would be the most productive therapy session ever
perfect idea, i think.
i hate everybody
wow i’m really irritable/depressed/lonely/senstitive tonight and i don’t know why
like, everything’s bothering me for some reason and i just feel like crying
maybe i shouldn’t drink tonight?
or maybe that’s exactly why i SHOULD
mess.
supposed to drink tonight, with my friend who’s inviting one of their guys over to my house to get drunk with us, and i can’t find anyone else to come over so it won’t be awkward for me. i’m going to be a third wheel
funn
totally lost all drinking motivation
just wanna go to bed now
my eyes burn and i can’t even fall asleep
so i will lay here and watch The Office and obsessively check my OkCupid because i’m a lonely ass bitch with no life
i might be even more awkward on dating websites than i am in real life
like, i never know what to say about anything
